Some Thoughts: Ramadan 2023

Done first day of Ramadan. Which I’m, okay with it.

This year probably just all simple ones, nothing fancy like I used to cook.

This was from my sahur, last night. Morning? As we have at 5.30am. I make sure all done before 5.30am.. That’s all..

For energy, I just cooked eggs with soy sauce with red chilli. And, raw ulam, a few leaves of cabbage..

It’s, tough, actually.. I’m going through stuff currently so.. I feel like, tired.. I don’t know what’s going on with my body. Most thing that I know it’s that when Ramadan come, I can’t sleep… Because I’m worry there’s no sahur. Plus who else will do it it right…. So yeah….

But I can have a nap, but alarm need to set. If not I’ll sleep like just sleep.. Ready for sahur at 4.30am, must cook rice, if not, this can cause late… Not liking it..


Artwork: Me…? Intro!

Hi. I’m Anugerah Gee.

I’m an details, fantasy illustrator. Mainly using pen on paper as for medium. Focusing on, and inspired by specific issue, topic, and matter. With my Knight Head character, I set it as mascot that symbolise human, exploring through experience of psychology, feeling, and emotion, with open space and dive into the world of details..

Me, and nice to meet you!

With my work “To You, For You, From You”, ink on paper, A2, 2023.

Me, with 2 of my artworks, from Random Size Experiment, flowers and abandoned theme theme.

My works go from the theme to theme. Some are full of grass and flowers, some full landscapes of house. Some are from my interest in my daily life routine, to my dad’s small project, and some are so close from my personal growth matters..

Currently, and for the time being, I’m OPEN FOR COMMISSION.

Kindly DM me through my official IG @anugerahgee or, email at

I shared on my previous post about my 3 types of commission, including pet portrait. If you interested, as above, email or DM.

And….. I don’t like my face to be on, this kind of thing to do.. But, pretend that I agreed with this kind of post. Sooo awkwarddddd!

See you soon..!

Gardening: March’s Things

I try my best to get active in here. By that I just need to cut short my writing part.

So here’s for my gardening stuff, so far..

These photos I took within this week.

From my new seeds of Spinach and Cosmos err which in my language is Ulam Raja. It took some time to sprout from my observation. For Spinach, it all from old seeds, from old batch, and from last year.. Few of them, did sprout out, some just, so far.. Not really. But I let it stay. See if it all sprout a bit late than usual..

But kind of worry for Spinach, it all might be nothing but weeds…

And as for couple of days now, I did it, set up my new perimeter on my new area. To which I plan to do frontyard garden like. I will plant few important and usually eat by my parents and siblings, more for my parents and myself as green leaf vegetables are green in short time only. So it is better to me, for me to plant few kinds only.. Plus the area just nice to include flower kinds together.

I hope this time I can make it. It’s been a long time since last one actually…. And I can’t wait for the time where my mom also can enjoy the garden…. The area with pavers, like a round pathway, just with edges. It was an outdoor kitchen things, wet one.. But abandoned since, but more like not function as it was before to which I decided to go with it, as my garden…. Plus it’s part where me and family cross for walk like that….

So yes. My daily life. Which I want to put more effort into it too…. And will try to post more!

Artwork: Open Commissions

Hello peeps!

Tonight I’m writing for my recent decisions on commission.. Actually, it’s already been done but not publicly up on my IG and Twitter.

So I’ve been posted about it like within this month?? If I’m not mistaken myself. So here it is:-

So I have 3 types of commission. All details already sets as you can see. For details illustration, I only do black and white, with my character Knight Head involved.

For dark figurative illustration, I do black and white and also colours involved.

And for pet portrait, I only do black and white. For this you can request for name inscription in the portrait.

All request for commission will be given a form for details.

More info upon request, kindly DM me or email and for further infos. Can discuss, but please do acknowledge that artwork are hand draw, with size, some can take 1 – 2 weeks, and the bigger the longer the time for me to finish it. I hope for patience.

If you interested, do let me know as I explained above. Thank you!

Books: A Darkling Plain, by Philip Reeve

It’s morning and after dawn now.

I decided to read, continue reading, book 4 of Mortal Engines quartet, by author Philip Reeve.

I bought this one around, 2019? If I’m not mistaken. Started read after bought it. But around mid 2020, I ordered another 2 books from the quartet, book 2 Predator’s Gold and book 3 Infernal Devices. As the result I paused for book 4, and read book 2, then book 3. So I can understand how the story after Mortal Engines, which I go with the movie. I love the movie seriously. And because of the movie too, I decided to go with reading, by buying physical books/novels of the series.

Just say it out…. I’m not a reading person. But, because of the story of Mortal Engines, the movie, I wanted to read! I think it’s nothing wrong, and can say that it cause me wanting to read, it’s a good thing. And as slow reader, obviously, as I’m focus on my artwork stuff, things at home, gardening, for myself me time such as gaming – these, all take time. Plus, I’m not a person or people that involved in writing and linguistic matters, so to me, it’s different a bit. As I started to know people from writing scene, it’s crazy! They can read like what… in 5 hours…? To me, we have things every day, and facing it all, to each one if us, it’s all in different ways….

So…. Slowly, I’m gonna finish this book before end of this year, and can start reading the prequel books, whic6i bought it all last April.. Yea.. Almost a year, but it’s okay.. As long as I read it, I think I’m good.. I just can’t wait to know how Mortal Engines era and life actually started in this dystopian future. It’s too interesting to me..! It’s cool, just, it’s so feeling to me, specially from the movie. The visuals are awesome, picturing how life at the time… it’s just crazy fantasy.

I’ll be update on this, time to time. Currently I’m focus on my artwork stuff, so it’s tough as my sleep, it just gain in hour hm I feel weird, but open topic about it on later post.

Take care guys!

Gardening: New, Simply Near Area

Hiiii to new followers in here! Nice to meet you guys, from anywhere you’re from!

So, remember I set my garden area to be? Yea, but I can’t work on there… I feel bad actually, but the reason is that I realised I can’t even be there even if I wanted to, as it’s at edge of where our main house located. So… I feel like I have to pass on that one…. But, I decided to go with medium space? Considering as for garden?

It’s our pavers garden, to which, actually no garden – because there was no flowers before, like years since my mom plan and set for it when we had two gardeners back then… No exact ‘garden’… So in pandemic era that I started plants Spider Lilies, to which they’re all grow so well…. And now, I mean, few weeks back I decided to set it as frontyard garden. I can’t wait, but already started, 2 days already.

You see hmm…. This mess, since last year I maintain the area…. All down when I caught covid last year, and as the result, true that I’m kind of worry or scared to do my outdoor work since. It was half year that I’m not doing my outdoor work, like every single day I do, before covid…… And, early this year, I realised, I gained so much that I started to feel like…. Pressure….? I don’t like it… With stuff at home, as I’m considering full time artist, which yes, I do illustrations of details in black and white, I just can’t get time to exercise, but rather than nothing, I choose to go with gardening or landscaping, which I feel relieved every time… Feel great.

So far I managed to hoe on compose on surface area, which is pavers. It’s like a pathway of pavers. Next step will be set up the fences, yesss I’m so into it. To which I plan for bamboo fence.. Since, yea, our home ground full of it! I’ll be going to chop few of it of how many that I need, for fences.

Once done, I’ll be need help from my dad to set 2 garden grille, door…? Which will be made out of bamboo. And ladt step, I’ll be ready the soils. For now, I still growing veggie on my bins. For now, just Spinach.. That’s it…. As we still receive rain time to time.

Photos are from first day for this small project. I choose the area since its the nearest to our main building of our house. Plus, it’s flat compared to the area I took last year…. 2 years, ago..? I feel like it..? It’s alright, whatever, but maybe I might use it the future? Who knows right….?

For now, this is the area. Just nice, big enough for me to plant few kinds.

Ok. Need a sleep, I have things to settle. Take care!

Artwork: Random Size Experiment

Around near end 2021, I decided to go with small sizes, which was my experiment, to draw or illustrate out of usually I do… Which my trademark character, Knight Head.

My Knight Head is full body, usually. But I just kept having these images came to me, so I feel like I couldn’t wait anymore, I need to put it all out. So, here’s the illustrations.

TA DAaaaaa

Yes. My Knight Head in flowers and abandoned theme. These all small sizes, and open for sale. If interest, kindly DM me or any questions, just comment below. I prefer to contact me on my Instagram account. In here, I share many stuff, as myself with my interests and my artworks.

True is, I was worry… A lot, in share my artwork in some social media platforms, but, I just said to myself… “Why not? Let’s try as much as I can!?”. Soooo… I’m on it.

Anyway, back to the topic… These, was when I’m at my low, my down, for well.. Personally private. But my feelings when started these, I was like, try to climb back out from whatever that cause me to be… Flowers, I love flowers. We love flowers… And, abandoned… With all, it’s about being left, and at the same time to leave behind what was once a beautiful memories, or moment that you/we have had we something or someone or, some people…

Yes, I’m a black and white artist, using pen on paper, and my Knight Head is to symbolise human, and I go with my detail and patterns style – open to elements of architecture, landscape, and fantasy.

Please….. don’t copy my works, without permission and such.. For one piece of my illustration, consume time, some just almost a month to finish it. Some take months.. So, please do, kindly DM me on my Instagram account for more. Or, check out links on page, which I already set it.

Thank you!

Some Thoughts: March

I said many times before, I want to keep up in here time to time but not easy as I don’t know what’s going on with my body and everything..? Something like that..

But I’m about to get my sleep. So, just try to update here..

Slowly, it’s March already!

Life… well.. Somehow it’s like a road. And, like cars, across every day, it’s connecting, like memories and meeting, like learning.. It’s, crazy to me, still..

A lot actually since last update. I want to keep writing, keep blogging. I want up specially my artwork matter now. As someone who most at home, I think I have to go with social media platforms more than before… It’s, tough. It’s consume time for me, as not a photographer or videographer or even, a content creator… It’s, truly is, tiring. To record, then select, then editing, and choose music for a video.. It’s just tough for most visual artists who drawing, illustrate, or painting… And so do as someone who can only drawing after 12am, usually, or most of time.. But, somehow I can feel that I’m into it.. Like, never before….. I don’t know why, but, trying?

So I’ll be up my artwork things in here too. But check out my artwork Instagram , I’m on Twitter too @/anugerah_gee, on LinkedIn as Anugerah Gee, and my main website

I think I’ll be slowly up my things here back again. Uhmm…… And my second blog.. Still no writing hm… I just feel like I couldn’t get a chance or make time for it, but I’ll try to….. As someone who most at home, there’s more time for house things, compared to even my artwork….. It’s, hm tough but I’m so so active on Instagram so please! Do check me out thereeeee

Take care and see you guys soon.

Some Thoughts: New Month

I miss here…..

Been away, and last one was on 21st January… I had things that have to do, not only daily, but few different things. Else than focus on my artwork stuff, I too dealt with personal matter… obviously, we as a human..

Yesterday’s sky and clouds, while do my outdoor work with my bap, my dad, I call him bap..

Been tough since past few days or last week, or can I say lately? Because there’s things personally I’ve been dealing with, but most now I poured in my diary.. A book, a planner, gave to me as a present last year… It’s, a journey, too… In silence, in quite interesting kind of feeling with writing in a book, a physical thing, in your two hands… I’ll keep the book forever even if I’m finished with it, including its pen… I’ll, treasure it….

February, it always been a month that, it’s like a jump for us, like it’s feel fast…? Kind of? This month, my bap’s project have to slow down a bit, as we waiting for budget to buy a pallet of pavers to continue.. Meanwhile, bap’s started set wiring for my lil sis’ room house for me to move in there, it will be like a guest house, but more for myself, second room house like that.. Me and bap started clear up some area that usually, I’m doing it, an outdoor stairs lead to a courtyard like area with pavers.. I plan to set a fence using bamboo soon, so our Miss Kembang the goat can’t go around pooping and fertilize grass and weeds there, because I plan for it to be a garden..

My last garden area already set since last year, but can’t do much as the soil, raining season, plus with me catching up with bap’s projects… So, I think I let that one area go, and set near and close to house kitchen..

So I hope I can keep up in here.. Or, you can follow me on my artwork Instagram @/anugerah_gee, because I’m active there more actually.. Night…

Gardening: Fixing Pavers

Last time was 4 days ago? Time flies so fast..

Midnight here.. Quick one I guess.

The other day of my dad’s project was good. Then we continued with chopped off our long time citrus tree. The root wand crazy and tough one. It took my energy off like seriously. So… this is the root. Main part of it.

That big. You can see the size compared to cans there in a first photo. For second photo, that’s the balance of the root. We will dog it all out soon, as for now, which 2 days ago me and my dad started open, dug out some part of pavers to rearrange and re-level.

The difference between where all pavers was arranged and the beam, left side of it all, just huge…. As the result, when rain come, all just full in the area, where you can see, I did scrapped all the grass and weeds and soil…. it was fun actually..

My dad enjoy the part where he could just pull off those pavers using the hook eye hoe.

And yes.. I collect some beautiful rocks and snail’s shells.. Hmm I’ve been thinking for it as my artwork references, but not sure yet, or probably for my accessory business…

Okay…. Need my nap. I cook more lately I feel good, better, like ya know.. Chill like that…. Well, give myself time.. We all need it right..